Life is like ... to me now .. Thers no difference whether im in this house or family . My mother stripped me off all my freedom , kinda cancled my phone line , misunderstand me , kaopei me , did everything tht a mother shudn't do to her daughter . Walau , whts wrong with staying out until only 7 ?! Whts th problem with this freak ? Freak her la ! Cheebye .. Thers srsly smth wrong wif her ! Then , Anson called my mother today , just cause i forgotten to let my mother sign th letter ?! Freak sia her ! Then i dunnoe wht nonsense she told my mother , say i talkative in class . OMG , no teacher ever complained about me kay ?! Cheebye . During her lesson , im sitting beside Desmond , behind me is Nadya . I dont talk to them de sia ! Cheebye her lahhsxc .. Then dunnoe which dog told my mother i ALWAYS pass letter arnd in class . Wtf ?! Cheebye luhhsxc ! The only letter i wrote problably wud be tht time giv ben de . If she ever noe abt tht piece of paper , tht means she invaded my privacy , she checked my bag . Walau . Dont expect me to call her mother anymore . I WONT . But I'll giv her respect when i really need to . Trust me or not , im gonna leave house one day and never come back UNLESS she apoloigise and SUM PAH saying tht she wont invade into my privacy agn . I srsly dunnoe wht she's thinking abt sia . She suddenly strip me off all of my freedom . Just cause i was late for 4 times ? Thers srsly smth wrong wif her lor . Cheebye .. Today is just NOT MY DAY . Before i went home , my mood was bad enough . When i came back , she called and crap-ed me . Wth is wrong with this woman ?! She think she very big is it ? Say when she come home i'll get it . She try me lorh , then she'll noe tht her daughter , YOURS TRULY , cnt be trifled with . Try bahhsxc , Eileen Hew Yeen Leng , just try (: Haisxc .. Come back at 7+ got wrong mehhsxc ?! Still say want go sch find me on Tuesday .. Cheebye hur lahh ! Say if i go out during Monday she'll break my legs . Break lorh ! I see when u old alrdy which idiot will take u in .
28/4:
Wrote this during class ..... :"This teacher is CRAZY ! She'slike fucking OVERUSING her authority , so wht if she's a teacher ? He's ordering ppl arnd like we're their dogs . I got ENOUGH of her alrdy . She's a BITCH . Shout & shout & shout at ppl . Wht right does she have to do tht ? Wht does she want ? Doesn't she know tht we ppl hav feelings too ? So wht if she's born earlier than us ?! Age difference only wht ! Old hag . Cheebye ! I would just jump down from 25th floor and die if i was her mother . Poor lady .. She wan suspend ppl right ? Suspend me also lahhsxc ! How i wish i can just punch her bitchy face !! I wonder how can she get married .. Say we waste time by asking her togo thru almost all of th ques . 去死啦，老zhabor .. So old alrdy still come out be teacher . Go home take care of ur daughter & hubby lahhsxc .. Later they also jump down then u noe \:*teehee!* later DM (Alan Lim) coming down .. Clipped up my hair ..

Tht Fking woman dunnoe tell him wht sia .. Cfm say all bad things abt th 'victim' de . DM said a load of shit tht everrybody's aware of .. I'll nvr listen to thid teacher liao . This type of 老zhabor not worth of my respect . Inn my eyes , she's nothing-er than nothing .. Just think wif ur butt ,who else will listen to her now ? is she even aware of wht she's doing ? Argh , nvm , stop here liao .. Biie ! [:"

29/4:
Saw James Chua while waiting for bus at compass .. Talked to him on th bus .... He sent me home :D Hahhss ..

Today:

Whoo ! No maths today .. But in th morning Anson xialan me liaosxc .. Haisxc .. Nobody fking told me I have detention ! Then th teachers blame it on me . Wth ? Had PE ferst .. 2.4 run !! I passed (: but dyan failed .. ): Haisxc .. Aft PE it was Chinese .. Nvr do th xiao xioa bing th compo .. Teacher like don care sia .. Then aft tht its recess .. Gary soo cute ! He took off his PE halfway liaosxc then he say he dowan change lerhhsxc .. Then wore back his PE . Cute ehhs ? :D ferst time i saw Gary change .. He cnt take off his shirt properly \: Heeeeehsxc .. Then aft recess was Langarts .. Laughed for almost th whole lesson .. Then do history hmwk cuz th next lesson was History ! (: Had history .. BORING .. Then next is CT time .. changed seats .. Im sitting right behind ! (: Haaaah .. Soo shiok ! Hope th seating arrangement can stay like this forever .. Then aft sch , anson xialan me agn .. she told me tht she called my mother . Then i just told her tht i noe . Then she ask me is it cuz i recieved a msg frm my mother or smth . Was she hinting smth ?.. If she wan tell me anything , just tell me straight . I feel so disgusted by her . EEEEEEW ! Aft tht went compass .. Slacked and went to Erica Goh's house with Dyan , Erica Teo and Yan yun . Everybody changed into their PE then Erica Goh changed into her own clothes which Dyan chose . Then aft tht Yan yun and Erica Teo took their bags and everyone accompanied Yan Yun go Houngang Mall meet her clique .. When we reached Houngang mall , Beverly Aw buay song cuz Yan Yun bring ppl wif her . When we reached th outdoor playground place , Yan yun went in b4 us . Then she came out crying before we even went in . I went in , told Dyan who is beverly . Then Erica Teo veh shocked then ask me how i noe . LOL . I hhav my own source :D then aft tht , i shouted "讲讲讲，去gam我爸爸的lan啦!" then went to toilet look for Yan Yun liaosxc . Aft we come out of toilet , Yan Yun's fwen came to say tht Beverly went home liaosxc . No guts ! Just cuz of one sentence .. Haisxc .. Then we went into th playground ther camp .. Aft awhile , Beverly came bk . Then we went to buy drinks and food , all on Erica Goh ! In th end , she only drink her drink .. Aft tht saw some police checking IC . So everybody went out of tht place .. Then Erica Teo and Dyan buy socks .. Then Erica Teo went home liaosxc .. Me , Erica Goh nd Dyan went bk to Erica Goh's house .. Chat for awhile then go alrdy . Then wht happened aft tht is all on th top .. Gotta go wash my hair lerhhsxc . Biie !! [:

Friday:
Speech Day !! Hah (: School ended at 11am .. Elicia came my house , Dyan went back home .. I took a loooong time to prepare . In th end , got out of th house at th time when Greendale & Punggol sec release .. Th bus was fking ful .. Actually wan take train de .. But Elicia's card got prob , cnt go in . So i went out .. Took 136 then bring elicia to cvss then went to compass meet dyan . Went mac buy ice-cream then went starbucks .. Went to sch , late for choir --' Sing sing sing then change then sing then hav to put on make up lerhhsxc .. My mother loves me alot . She gives me stuff tht i don need .. Eye liner all those .. Dyan help me , chermaine and hannah put . Had to clip up all my hair .. Avis help Elicia put blusher like masking take sia . Its ttl rectangle . In th end Joyce had to help elicia put agn .. Aft tht went bk makan th burger choir provide aft eat finish go bk and sing sing sing .. Everything went smoothly .. Soon , it was performance time .. I was sitting very near Hannah and chermaine .. S2 mahhsxc .. Then heard Ms Lee and th pianist fighting .. Th pianist wan back out ! OMG . In th end , he still played . But , he put th Jap song behind and look to this day infrnt . It was actually supposed to be th other way round . And he played a little faster .. Trying to sabo us luhhsxc !! Disgusting drug addict ! If i ever see him agn , im gonna kill him ..
Aft dismissal , wen to compass wif Hannah , Dyan , Elicia and Chermaine .. Played at mac .. Mix alot of stuff tgt . Ttl disgusting !! Next time i upload th pics (: aft tht , everybody went home .. I went to xx house giv her th wallet .. Then go bbc .. Aft tht went home ..
Saturday:
Woke up at 2pm ? Rushed and wen to cousin house meet her . Then went to woodland meet her fwen .. She kena pangsehh .. Ppl like pangsehh her alot .. Then went watch her concert .. Her sch's cca damn gud sia .. Their drilling so cute .. Drama so real .. Choir so strong .. Dance veh nice .. Aft watching then took taxi home ..
Today:
Anotherf boring day in sch .. Had art , cnt understand wad th teacher saying.. He talking to himself sia .. Nobody talking/listening to him .. Tht made me laugh like hell .. I laugh until stomach pain + cnt breathe properly .. Th teacher soo funny !!
*skipskips*
Actually got napfa run de .. But then raining so postponed .. And Salina wanted to meet her fwen so Dyan went bk home change , salina followed me home cuz i wan change also .. Then i wore my new pants !! :D Then went downstair lend salina money top up her card .. Then went downstair wait for 83 .. Very long liao so went opp side take 62 . Didn't expect to see my brother there .. He took th same bus as me but he got down at pp .. *skipskip* aft eating finish , salina went home wif her fwen and me and dyan went compass .. Dyan saw her brother there .. LOL .. Aft awhile , walk to montip and bought a bag .. When i came home , mother told me to go change to th black one .. Walau , so kiasu seyhh .. Tmr ask dyan whether shud change anot . Haiss .. So troublesome !! took fking 1 hr to type out everything here .. Recalling stuff is very difficult ..

I don't know how to get back to being me without you ..

So bored nowsxc ..
20/4:
Had full dress rehearsal .. BORING .. Btw , myDaddy came back from hospital (: So happy ..

21/4:
I think i forgot wht happened .. ermmsxc .. had rehearsal ..
skipsskips ..
then went bk home .. Mother gave me 20dollars more cuz i was BROKE .. Then , she told me gudgud news (: My allowance more liaosxc !! Now its 8dollars per day (: Hah .. 2 dollars more eh ?

22/4:
went to YY's house !! play-ed twister and had lots and lots of fun !! Erica Teo , Erica Goh and Dyan was ther also . Laugh-ed like a mad woman .. Today veh th fun (: pictures to be up by next week (:

Very th sad .. Anywayss , this is wad happened for th past few days .. Haisxz ..

Friday;
Went to th chinese remedial thing .. So guai hor !! (: After tht went econ buy nooooodles :D Hah . Then saw Ben in specs .. He look so ...
Eat finish liao then go bk sch .. Took bags and went upstair to com lab do th history project .. Aft tht went choir .. Sat down do warm up then went to hall for rehearsal .. They said they will pick out a few ppl by their attendence .. Aft th teacher crap finish then went bk to air con room .. Then Yu Jie read out th 16 ppl tht hav th worst attendance .. Me , Elicia and Dyan was inside !! :D Don need perform .. Shuang right ? Don be jealous hor .. Jk (:

Saturday;
Woke up quite early to go god-aunt's house for her baby's ferst year celebration . Aft stepping out of th lift , my aunt recieved a call from my mother . Aft tht , my aunt gathered my grandparents and me . Then aft tht she gave me a very serious look .. I knew smth serious happened .. She told me my father met wif an accident .. No wrong , its th bus accident which happened at eunos . My grandma hear liao she cry sia .. So scary .. 21 ppl injured .. 20 wif slight injury . One had quite serious injury .. Th one person is my father .. ): Haiss .. He went up to the front to help th driver stop th bus .. But th bus didn't stop in time .. And i think my father didn't hold onto anything .. I only got to see him at night .. Abt 10 minutes liddat hav to go liao .. Cuz my aunt in a rush .. 9 stitches on his forehead , a few stitches on his arm and back also .. I think this accident is more worst than his motor accident before i was born .. I tot he going disfigured sia .. Except for his stitches , he only hav a few scatches on his face .. His neck pain so hav this support thing .. Scary sia .. Haiss .. His upper lips swollen plus he accidentaly bit on his tongue .. Wonder when he going to do when he wan to smoke ..

Today;
BORED .. I WANT GO VISIT MY FATHER !! D:<>

So fk bored now .. Using my mother's lappy .. Its supposed to be mine siazxc .. But i didn't hit 230 for PSLE .. So sad . Haizxc .. Bought my very ferst teens magazine . And u know whose poster was inside ? JUSTIN BIEBER (: Heeh .. Im like so so liking him now .. Especialy this year .. U SMILE , I SMILE .. He's so fk cuteee ! Hah ! Tmr gonna watch Hannah giv birth to her baby \: LOL . I didn't noe Hannah live near prime ther until today --' so slow sia .. Anywayss , i nvr blog abt my maths teacher leaving right ? Haiss .. It felt like grad ball . Its only tht i didn't cry loud loud .. He left on 1st April .. To do some engineering job .. He's a veh veh gud teacher .. Tht time he was standing beside me and he obviously saw me using phone .. But then , he didn't say anything abt it , he just told me to try th questions . Atleast try .. At tht time , i tot he was just plainly .. Annoying .. During his last lesson , th boys still very noisy .. Mr Yeoh behaved like usual , nvr scold .. I made a card for him .. When i gave it to him , he was very th SHOCKED .. Anywayss , when his last lesson ended . Everyone had to say Thank You Mr Yeoh .. Last time , some ppl just stand ther and do nothing .. I think this time , everybody said it . It was louder than usual .. I nearly cried .. \: It reminded me of me leaving my primary school .. Leaving Xuan Xin and blahblahblah .. I suddenly miss Edgefield so so much ): HAISS ! So sad nao ..

We're still human aft all ..
Things just cant go th way we want them to be .
I miss th past .

Smth wrong wif blogger !! ): So damn bored nowzxc .. Still haven paint th D&T project :\ SIAN !!

Never post soo long !! Thts what th few CCAs collected tht time :D damn fun ..Scolded tht NEO LIQIN person . Aft scold her she still dowan shut up siazxc . Im gonna ignore her :D



See tht chiobu ther ? Thts my new Jie~ CHAN MINYI is her name :D
Took tht yesterday .. At mac .. Saw Brady's face .. He's okay .. But his twin brother quite fierce :\ Waited at mac for veh long .. He nvr come .. Then i called him .. He forgot --'
After awhile Elicia Jie went home .. Then i tied up my hair .. Then left me and Xuan Xin .. Wee walk walk at ferst then went to toilet and *coughs* and let down my hair then came out .. Took off our specs so we wont see HIM even if he walked pass .. After tht we went compass settle our dinner then walk for 5 mins , took pictures and went home ..

Happy Birthday , RTJJ . I still remember wad happened last year , today , this time .. Do u still remember ? (: